VICTIMS OF ABORTION SPEAK OUT
THE VOICE OF EXPERIENCE
"THERE IS NO SIN SO GREAT THAT GOD CANNOT FORGIVE NOR
WOUND SO DEEP THAT HIS LOVE CANNOT HEAL"
Hello,

I do not know how to start this letter.   My name is Sara Gilmore.  I had an abortion when I was 16.  I was at least 4-1/2  months along,  if not further.  It
has had  such an  effect on my life.  I still and will always HATE myself for killing my child.  I am 42 now and still think about it everyday and  I pray to GOD
to forgive me for killing one of His precious miracles! 

What  have I done?  How  could a  person do this?  My brother  hauled  hay all  that summer  and  the money  that he saved  paid for  killing my child.  I
did not  tell  my father.  I know he  knows.  My mother took me to have it done.  I can still  feel the pain.  It was like a  vacuum  sucking it out of me.  Oh
how it hurt!  Not only physically, but  mentally.  I  know that  there is  nothing that I can do  about it now, but it  still hurts.  I try to  think of  ways  to  speak    young  girls  about  it, but  of  course, you cannot  talk about  it in  the schools, although  they have sex classes.  Like  I said, I cannot bring that  precious  baby back.  He  is with  GOD,  but oh  how I wish  I could help explain to women and  young  girls that  it will stay  with you forever.  I am glad that I could write  this.  It  doesn't  make it  better but  at  least I  know there are other women out there that feel the same way.  So thank you for allowing me to write this letter.

Sincerely,

Sara Gilmore
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"Blessed be the GOD and Father of our LORD Jesus Christ, the Father of mercies and the GOD of all comfort, Who comforts us in all our afflictions so
that we may  be  able to comfort those, who are in any affliction with the comfort with whiich we ourselves are comforted of GOD" -
II Corinthians 1:3-4
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